Wednesday, April 18

Stuck

I can write that he was worthless. I can tell myself that I lost nothing valuable. But it is still so hard to do the things that were so normal for us - like watching Thor Ragnarok - because he asked me if I had seen it when he asked me to come back to him. Or going to the spa. Why this self-destructive pattern? Why do I feel so alone and unloved?

Will the pain ever go away? How? And when?

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