Monday, August 31

Time does not bend to my will...

Battles are won and lost,
But the war never will end,
Time has its own flow,
For me it shall never bend.

Sunday, August 30

Complete Me....

Come sit with me, for a while,
Let us share a few words, and more.
I'll try not to touch the soft hair falling on your face,
And your sweet lips that bear a hint of a smile.
I'll try not to kiss your sweet skin that drives me crazy,
But you will not stop me, I know.

You will not stop before you take my face in your palms,
You will not stop before your lips touch mine.
And why should you?
Why should there be distance between us,
Barriers in our love?

What has the world ever achieved without love?
What makes more sense than loving another?

The ache of waking up without you in the morning,
Breaks my heart like feet upon thin ice,
And like water erodes the solid stones slowly,
So is my body eroded of ecstasy by the weathering of time.

Come fill my body again with your love,
Complete me.

Saturday, August 29

Lost Hope

The blood begins to flow,
From the tired fingers now bruised.
Five months have passed,
But hope still remains skewed.

The lips have lost their softness,
From whispering unanswered prayers.
Love still remains a dream,
A dream that the daylight tears.

The eyes only harbor loneliness,
Sure that they will not see joy.
What is left in this world, but hate?
The heart is now a useless toy.

We'd be unstoppable...

Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry
And if you'd get inside my head, then you'd understand
Then you'd understand me
Why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love
And you became my favorite drug
So let me take you right now and swallow you down,
I need you inside

If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, then we'd be unstoppable

Do you think that this is right, or is it really wrong
I know that this is what we've been wanting
And all this is burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat
It fills up till my heart is breaking

If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, then we'd be unstoppable

When I wake up without you, knowing you're not there
I'm only feeling half as good
Now I'm gonna find a way
To wrap you in my arms, you make me feel alive....

Friday, August 28

The Life of Love is Leaving...

The life of love slowly leaves me,
As the curves of your face become blurry,
For the tears darken not just the eyes,
But also the hope that in them lies.

I despise the cruelty in you,
The reasons you give in lieu,
The immunity you have to my tears,
And the way you play with my fears.

Let me bring my lips to your eyes,
So I may drink each tear that hides.
Give me the pain that lies in your heart,
Let me love you as much I can on my part.

Let your mind not play tricks on our love,
For punishment rains endlessly from above,
Let me go or let me come to you,
Those truly loved are very few.

Thursday, August 27

A Lost Battle

The sun looks down upon the wasted lands,
Where drums beat with the chief's commands.
The horn has been sounded and feet march on cue,
The crashing of metal with itself is not new.

The wind blows strongly, combating the discord,
Yet the cries are too loud to be simply ignored.
They all seem to scurry, but it is all in vain,
The ground shall be drenched in blood's rain.

Horror grips and chaos ensues,
The sky now bears crimson hues.

Wednesday, August 26

Ill Omen

Something festers in the heart like an ill omen.
It gives strength to the fear,
And sets the will against effort.
Is it the consequence of some evil doing?
Or is it the fruit of sins?

Tuesday, August 25

loss

Let blood be spilled tonight,
I cannot fight the never-ending darkness,
Hope is lost and the war is over,
Lies and hatred have won over love,
Let blood be spilled tonight...

Monday, August 24

come back

Come back from the shadows that separate us,
Forget the bad blood spilled.
There is no shortage of love between us,
So why make each other suffer?

It is hard to move on, I know,
But is it not harder to stay apart?
I do not want it to be too late,
I want to look after you, my love...
Come back...come back...

Sunday, August 23

stupid rhymes

The pain is intolerable, but I must live,
What you want is what I cannot give.
Each rejection brings me closer to death,
And every second I hold my breath.

Please forgive me if you can,
Strange are the ways of man.
I live only to keep you smiling,
That's why I keep myself from dialing.

Saturday, August 22

forever

time clicks away and we grow apart,
but you shall forever stay in my heart...

Friday, August 21

Giving

True giving happens as I overflow from the inside,
I cannot help but share.
There is so much love within
That it has to flow to others or I shall burst open
There is no thinking involved, no willpower
It just flows out.

Thursday, August 20

chorus

my chorus now shall forever be,
I do not deserve to live happily.

Wednesday, August 19

forgive and forget

I carry a ripped heart and a tattered soul.
I chased the light over shadowed paths
But passion was rewarded with endless dark nights.
Sins can never be forgiven for men do not forget.

Tuesday, August 18

love and lovers

I shall love my sorrow for it never abandons me,
Like lovers who make false promises.
It says upfront that it will make me cry,
Not like lovers who promise only smiles.

Monday, August 17

Of Love and Life

Gone are the days of wishing and hoping,
Shadowed by the brutality of reality...
The night and day seem to be eloping,
And the lands are gray that once were green...

Sunday, August 16

Resurrection

I wander the lonely lands,
In search of his remains,
So that I may resurrect him.
The lands that know no love,
That only know the self.
So be it.
Who says you cannot resurrect the dead?
Love is more powerful than death, is it not?
For death may end life, but it cannot end love.

Saturday, August 15

I Hate the Rain

The rain is repulsive to me.
The muddy puddles I once dipped my feet in,
Now seem vile and filthy.
The touch of weighty raindrops,
Now leaves nothing but prickliness.

Gone are the days of singing in the rain,
All I want now is to run away into shade,
Where not a trace of rain can be found.
Gone are the days when the coolness of the rain,
Brought comfort to my burning body,
All I want now is the chilling cold to go away,
And warmth to be reborn in my soul.

Friday, August 14

The Candle

The candle burns and melts,
As its light flickers in doubt.

The candle can only stand,
If it stands upon its own melted flesh,
That strengthens and solidifies.

Thursday, August 13

Someday

You belong to me,
Like a tree to its roots,
Strong is the bond.
Imperishable.

Much water has flown under the bridge,
But the flood has not yet ended.
It shall someday, someday.

Wednesday, August 12

Food = Love = Life

You're my honey,
Sweet and runny.

I can lick you up,
Like maple syrup,
And eat you whole,
Like a cream roll.
I can swig you down,
Without a frown.
I can sniff you in,
To make my head spin.
I can dip myself in you,
Like chocolate fondue.
You're my food, I love you!!

Tuesday, August 11

remember...for 11th aug

(Love...Every time I see you, hahaha)

Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were young and innocent then
Do you remember how it all began
It just
Seemed like heaven
So why
Did it end

Do you remember
Back in the fall
We'd be together all day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each other's eyes we'd stare
Tell me

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met girl
Do you remember the time
(Oh I)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Do you remember
How we used to talk
You know we'd stay on the phone at night till dawn
Do you remember
All the things we said
Like I
Love you so
I'll never
Let you go

Do you remember
Back in the spring
Every morning bird would sing
Do you remember
Those special times
That just go on and on
In the back of my mind

Do you remember the time
(Oh I)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met girl
Do you remember the time
(Oh I)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Those sweet memories
Will always be
Dear to me
And girl
No matter what we said
I will never forget what we did
Now baby

Do you remember the time
(Do you remember)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met girl
Do you remember the time
(Oh I)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
(Remember my baby)
Do you remember the time
(Cuz I remember)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
All in my mind girl
Do you remember the time
(Oh I)
When we fell in love
Do you remember the the time
(Remember my baby)

(Remember the times)
Whoo!
(Remember the times)
Do you remember girl
(Remember the times)
On the phone
You and me
(Remember the times)
Till dawn
Two or three
What about us girl
(Remember the times)
Do you
Do you
(Remember the times)
Do you
Do you
Do you
(Remember the times)
In the park
On the beach
(Remember the times)
You and me
In Spain
What about
What about
(Remember the times)
(rolls tongue)

(Remember the times)
Oh...in the park
(Remember the times)
After dark
Do you
Do you
Do you
(Remember the times)
Do you
Do you
Do you
Do you
(Remember the times)
Yeah
Yeah
Whoo!
(Remember the times..remember the times)

Monday, August 10

if ur Avi, dont read this!! i mean don't read it..no reverse psychology

what was it all about?
The videos, the presents?
The exams i flunked so i could have time to make them for you..
The lunches i sacrificed to pay my phone bill,
Couldn't lose weight cause all i could eat was 15 bucks worth of junk and no fruits and vegetables..
what was it all about?
The trips i made to iit all by myself so i could spend time with you lying to my parents and so called friends' missing out on attendance marks..
what was it all about?
The presentations and projects i made for you without u having to ask twice
what was it all about?
When we presented the paper together and i stood for hours speaking,
what was it all about?
When u cried in the hall and i wiped your tears and kissed ur forehead
what was it all about?
When i took u to dinner instead of buying new clothes,
what was it all about?
what was it all about?
Let me not say further..
You have every right, you will always be the smiling laughing kid for me who loved spheres..call me crazy..maybe i am..

Sunday, August 9

Sacrifice cannot be undone...

How have they passed; a hundred nights?
Flashes of memories now like flash lights.
What is written in the eyes of the lonely,
Except the name of the one they love truly?
Lovers parted because of the cruel world's endeavor,
But the world will have to bring them back together,
For it has no choice, for they have left it none,
Hope is scarce but sacrifice cannot be undone.

Saturday, August 8

Faith..

The world is against us,
And time is treacherous.
Does true love never fail?
Or are we in a fairy tale?

Friday, August 7

Couplet..

Look at the night sky and wish on a star,
Do not feel lonely, I am not very far.

Thursday, August 6

Wednesday, August 5

Dil ko dhadkan ki kasam

Raste milte nahi, par manzil to ek hi hai,
Zindagi mein kuch kar dikhana hai, kuch kar dikhana hai.
Ankhein pardah karti hain wo ashk,
Aur awaz mein juu-e-dard behta hai.
Itmenaan hai kuch hadd tak par adhurapan bhi hai.
Manzar badalte nazar aate hain,
Rishte aate-jate hain,
Par khwab bhi hain aur khwashein bhi.

Maine poocha dil se ki tumhe tumhari dhadkan ki kasam,
Batao, kya chahiye tumhe?
Dil khamosh raha, fir bola, keval unki khushi, keval unki khushi.

Tuesday, August 4

Descartes' Error

I feel, therefore I am.
It is what I feel that makes me exist.
Can a stone feel the pain I feel
When there is a lack of affection?
It is thus that I am concious of my existence
And the stone lies inanimately.

Monday, August 3

Uncertain Certain

I know not where I will go
Or what I will do.
All I know is I won't stoop low,
Or abandon the truth.

Sunday, August 2

Sarcasm

I am worse than the evil that evil fears,
I know not truth, only hatred and lies.
I know only betrayal,
For I am hungry for power and attention.
I have never loved and never shall.
I enjoy the pain I give to people.
I know not the meaning of respect.
I am defiled,
Doomed to cause suffering wherever I go.

Hurt me, hurt me all you want,
I accept your punishment with a smile.

Saturday, August 1

Hear the screams

I walk across the defiled graves,
As the undead pull me from all sides.
Neither living, nor dead,
They dare not tread the paths I tread,
They merely mock my choice with their muffled screeches.
Their stench forces me to turn away,
As I turn to look into the eyes
Of the most beautiful sun that burns my eyes for my sins,
And calmly listens to my screams,
Quite scientifically and most patiently.
I dare not ask for help in such medieval times,
For let the world know that I am not weak,
And even if I ask for aid, who shall come?
None shall come; none shall come to the aid of misfits like me.
Hunted by undead that were never alive,
Left to mourn by the living now dead,
What is this graveyard I walk in between the lands of life and death?
I walk alone, for sunlight shall never accept me in the lands it shines.

Letter to RAD - Take 3

 hello, it’s been a few days since we last texted, and i’ve been reflecting on what you said.  while i agreed with a few things, there were ...