I want you to know, that I'm happy for you.
I wish nothing but the best for you and your career.
But you'll never find another version of me,
So perverted like me,
She would never go down on you in a theater.
She won't speak eloquently,
But she'll have your baby,
I'm sure she'll make a really excellent mother.
'cause the love that you gave
That we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to try again, no
And every time you will speak her name
Will she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you'll still be alive!!
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know!!
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner.
It was a slap in the face, how quickly you believed the lies,
Did you really think I was such a slut?
'cause the love that you gave
That we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to try again, no
And every time you will speak her name
Will she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you'll still be alive!!
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
'cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it.
Of all the sacrifices I made,
This will be the biggest one,
I hope you feel it...you'll feel it one day,
And I won't be there to remind you,
Of the mess you left when you went away,
You'll regret why you chose to deny me,
You'll bear the cross I bear now,
You, you, you oughta know,
THAT I LOVE YOU AND PRAY THIS DAY NEVER COMES, BUT YOU DO...BACK TO ME...
My struggle with depression and life after love, knowing now, that the days of innocence have expired...Moving on after pain, with some hope, and a little wisdom
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Letter to RAD - Take 3
hello, it’s been a few days since we last texted, and i’ve been reflecting on what you said. while i agreed with a few things, there were ...
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the dark parts - i tried to hide them, then treat them but in the end, i realized i’d have to live with them
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you’re not your cv or your waistline you’re not your parents or your sun sign you’re not your promotions or the money you make you’re just t...
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the bridge is broke between your hope and my reality the last hour spent on my lament yet you show no mercy
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