I Begin to Wonder

I wonder because there isn't enough work,
Twenty four hours are too much of a perk.

I wonder if you've begun to hate me,
And are losing hope of living happily.

I wonder if you think it was too good to be true,
And if you've finished saying your final adieu.

I wonder if you think we can never be together,
And the love-making will remain a memory forever.

I wonder if you think I can never make you happy,
Even if I hug you tight and make the face of a puppy.

I wonder if you think I'll always make you question why,
Even if I let you lie in my lap and tickle your hair as you sigh.

I wonder if and I wonder why,
I will ever not weep and cry.

I'll try to live without hearing your voice,
And try not to see you without your choice.
But once in a while, just show me that,
That you're okay where ever you're at!