This is it. After all that’s said and done, the answer is clear to me. It was a fun little game to play & feelings were a casualty. I don't want to wallow in your memory & watch you flip sides each time. The game’s up, the end’s here & I’m the loser finally. You've got your gym, your booze, drunk friends and a lovely family, so enjoy these while they last. Please don't tell me how I should ‘chill’ & carry on with my life. Because I’ll be the best like I always was & I don't need your fake commentary. I'm hurt, very deeply & it’s not your fault. Don't blame yourself, because I don't. This pain is my punishment for loving selflessly and giving myself completely. I won’t go around, playing the victim this time round. Don't bother thinking I'll cut myself, because I'm better than that. I've learnt that I’m on my own. I always was & always will be. So, no thanks to you. Just goodbye, unsentimentally, goodbye. Stay away. I don't want you any more. I don't want you any more. I don't want you any more.
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