I face the world with a smile,
No one knows what is hidden inside.
They see only happiness,
They cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt,
Because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes
My heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me,
Everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended
For yet another day.
Who are they to judge,
If what I've done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up,
But inside I'm singing his song.
I don't know how to find,
The strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough,
It wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on,
And someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know what I feel
Without ever feeling my pain?
I saw him just the other day,
And his smile is still the same.
He looked at me so sweetly,
But he played the silent game.
I wonder if he will love me forever,
The more I ask, the more I do not know.
He may move on some time, perhaps,
But I shall still sing his song.
My struggle with depression and life after love, knowing now, that the days of innocence have expired...Moving on after pain, with some hope, and a little wisdom
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Letter to RAD - Take 3
hello, it’s been a few days since we last texted, and i’ve been reflecting on what you said. while i agreed with a few things, there were ...
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the dark parts - i tried to hide them, then treat them but in the end, i realized i’d have to live with them
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you’re not your cv or your waistline you’re not your parents or your sun sign you’re not your promotions or the money you make you’re just t...
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the bridge is broke between your hope and my reality the last hour spent on my lament yet you show no mercy
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