Monday, October 5

I shall still sing his song.....sweet intoxication of love..............

I face the world with a smile,
No one knows what is hidden inside.
They see only happiness,
They cant see the tears I've cried.

When I am alone I hurt,
Because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes
My heaven turns to hell.

The judge and jury awaits me,
Everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended
For yet another day.

Who are they to judge,
If what I've done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up,
But inside I'm singing his song.

I don't know how to find,
The strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough,
It wouldn't be so bad.

They say that life goes on,
And someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know what I feel
Without ever feeling my pain?

I saw him just the other day,
And his smile is still the same.
He looked at me so sweetly,
But he played the silent game.

I wonder if he will love me forever,
The more I ask, the more I do not know.
He may move on some time, perhaps,
But I shall still sing his song.

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