Intoxication

Rain is my friend, I am me in the rain,

Intoxicating rain, wipe away the sane, the mundane, the pain.

Music breaks me, and heals me,

Feels me, sees me, the way I am in the rain,

In the pain, I am me, insane, in pain.

Break me, heal me, feel me,

I am life. I am strife, I am sight, I am light.

No I am death, I am fight, I am height. 

Tears are not you, I am you, 

The world is you, now, forever.

Severe, me from you, pain from love, hate from love, logic from love.

I don't need you,

I can say it, I can lie it, I can fight it.

But I'm liar, weaker against your fire.

I need the ice, in me, and the fire you breathe into me.

I can stoop so low, you don't know,

I'm not so low, but this row, this flow, it's dragging me to sin.

Sin. Sin so sweet, tiramisu.

Melt, like snow, it will grow, it will show,

I may be slow, but oh, I will overcome.

I will become, the earth, the heaven, the hell,

You want, you don't want.

I'm bulletproof, shoot me all you want,

I am freedom.

I am wisdom.

I am elysium.  

I am love. I am life.

I am all you ever you wanted to be,

Because I am me, and you try to be me. 

And you're a figment of my imagination, a fascination,

Not a superstition, I don't believe in God.

I'm not so odd, but I'm flawed, I don't believe in God.

Don't be awed, I am you.