Thursday, May 28

If you say no then I'll need a miracle to save me- No blackmailing, just too much loss and guilt to bear..

I close my eyes
And I see your smiling face.
My instinct defies
Every decision I take.

I am so scared, so scared, so scared,
Of hurting your happiness.
I couldn't call you even if I dared,
No matter how much I miss your warmth.

"Love me one last time", I will say,
And the decision will be yours.
If you think there is no way,
I'll accept your decision gracefully and never see another day....
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